groceris are still there?

[dancing_crow]

The Big Y - my current grocery store of choice since Stop and Shop has a deeply distressing robot wandering round beeping for no good reason, also I'm not certain the finished coping with the strike well - has food? The entire paper good department is empty and echoing, and all the bleach and cleaners are gone, except there is a substantial collection of bleach based object in the toilet cleaning dept indicating people don't read labels, or are not thinking clearly. Likely both. I found an ham, a large lump of cow to slow cook, and vegetables. All things I did not expect to find. Also a lot of Oreos. Al is treating those like anti-anxiolytics, and who am i to deny him solace.

Little A is still home, which is not surprising to anyone but me. I mean, I brought her home yesterday, this is just believing in object permanence. I do go over and poke her (in ways that must be deeply annoying) to make sure. I really missed her a lot, and I am working on not just clutching her ankles and asking her to never leave again. That is a really wrong thing to do to a nearly-22 year old. Internal struggles - I gots them.

I am acquiring divots on the tips of my fingers from my guitarlelelelele but I have a couple of chord changes, and might be able to think about a song eventually. Also I can practice finger picking when my chording fingers wear out.

Tomorrow I hang with my dad but don't take him out for lunch. I might take some of my (very successful) red beans, to be et with white rice, to remind him of his childhood.

I feel like I should be counting days, but I can't figure out what I am counting from, so I'm just recording all this...

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[archangelbeth]

I count from when we officially stopped Doing Out For Breakfast. Yay, social distancing...