a small sharp ouch under the tip of my right shoulder blade - probably from archery but maybe from paddling, or just sleeping on it funny.
I made two for the end of May. I finished one, and then knew how I should have done it, so i made the next.
Riding lesson @ 2:00, much later than usual. I'll see how my choulder is. I almost want a break, except I'm worried I'll go backwards, and it will take another two month stretch to catch up to myself again. But then again, I feel like I am going backwards anyhow, so.
Jun. 1st, 2012
bird month
Jun. 1st, 2012 10:58 pma crow feather Alice found for me the other night
a lesson on Kaboose today. It went well, but I can't feel things going well, I can just feel the disasters piling up. I am wondering if this is depression or a need to modify life, or what.
Aerin is at her young man's house. it feels empty, in a kind of exhilarating way - a glimpse, and also a thing to think about.
gnar.

