cooking up emotions

[dancing_crow]

I'm having this huge wave of sadness and frustration that I am putting the work into making the kitchen nicer and more usable and thinking about adding lights and colors and we're just going to sell the house. I mean, I hardly cook any more, compared to three meals a day 6 of 7 days a week when the kids were here and in school... I make a giant dinner for 12 - 16 every two weeks, and in between I try to do less and less with the frozen things from Trader Joe. There are only the two of us here, I don't cook anything except supper, it all feels miserably pointless and it's making me distressed and weepy.

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[dancing_crow]

I dunno - I am accomplishing things, and waiting for the parts that take pro tools or experience, and just... too much in my own thoughts, and they are not entirely happy rn. Thank you for the offer! Stand by for toilet replacement? And also I still /really /want to get the slippy white tiles out of the bathroom and ut down something rocky and nubbly and not slippery.

[islenskr]

I am standing by for toilet replacement!
I might ask my brother for help? He's very good at the renovation thing.
Yes, those slippy white tiles need to come out!! We will replace them!