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Apr. 20th, 2020 12:48 pmStill sad, still mad
If I keep busy it is less pressing, but then it feels like I am avoiding thinking about Ari, which I am, but also avoiding thinking about the global issues because of small local issues, and then... I'm just trapped in my own head. I hate that feeling. So I have a series of projects to take up mental space, and I guess keep working.
If I keep busy it is less pressing, but then it feels like I am avoiding thinking about Ari, which I am, but also avoiding thinking about the global issues because of small local issues, and then... I'm just trapped in my own head. I hate that feeling. So I have a series of projects to take up mental space, and I guess keep working.