I should listen to myself

when I say "that is going to be haaard" sometimes I mean fun, and sometimes I don't
when I say "that looks like fun" I usually mean it does
when I look at someone else's painting and think "that would look better if I did it in fabric" then I actually DO something
when I get happy, or inspired, or curious, good stuff happens
when I talk to Timna, good stuff happens

and, apropros an email conversation:
when I say "riding once a week feels like plenty" I should LISTEN TO MYSELF
when i say "not riding leaves me more time to make art" I could stop and think what I actually want to accomplish?