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dancing_crow) wrote2008-11-19 06:07 pm
dancing_crow) wrote2008-11-19 06:07 pm
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grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Clearly I am having issues with today.
I was having issues with yesterday too, including headaches and weepiness, so it is probably hormonal, which bites. Even with a pretty good lesson on the horse that feels like the nose cone of a rocket, who I didn't pull on and who gave me some fine canter departs and even a canter circle which is extremely hard for her because she has Stifle Issues.
There is a class on Wed mornings at the Y, and I go because it is strengthening, and Good For Me, except I dislike the instructor and I HATE her music. It makes me want to pour bleach in my ears. I have to go home and run through the Nields and other local bands Really Loud to take some of it out of my head. I could do stuff on my own, except a work much harder for a teacher than I do by myself. So I go and grit my teeth and growl about it later. Except today I was so off balance from the music that I have accomplished nothing else except the random important family stuff like groceries, and repeated kid trundlings (I can so see how their getting a license is a huge relief as well as a giant worry) and all the blah blah blah that makes a necessary but boring day.
I repeat; GGGGGRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I was having issues with yesterday too, including headaches and weepiness, so it is probably hormonal, which bites. Even with a pretty good lesson on the horse that feels like the nose cone of a rocket, who I didn't pull on and who gave me some fine canter departs and even a canter circle which is extremely hard for her because she has Stifle Issues.
There is a class on Wed mornings at the Y, and I go because it is strengthening, and Good For Me, except I dislike the instructor and I HATE her music. It makes me want to pour bleach in my ears. I have to go home and run through the Nields and other local bands Really Loud to take some of it out of my head. I could do stuff on my own, except a work much harder for a teacher than I do by myself. So I go and grit my teeth and growl about it later. Except today I was so off balance from the music that I have accomplished nothing else except the random important family stuff like groceries, and repeated kid trundlings (I can so see how their getting a license is a huge relief as well as a giant worry) and all the blah blah blah that makes a necessary but boring day.
I repeat; GGGGGRrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr